Thursday, June 14, 2007

It's my Birthday and I can cry if I want to...

Woke with usual mix of pain and distress over starting yet another cycle of:
  • should I go back to bed or
  • start the routine of sitting too long at my computer or
  • take my morning meds or
  • head downstairs for coffee... Today I'm at Jay and Sheila's in Bristol, RI - so trip is down stairs not over to strbx or Jo's in Austin or the 1369 in Cambridge - so my disorientation and agitation might be explained by the disruption of living out of a suitcase and waking to yet another change of routine...

So, after cup of coffee and a challenging trip back UP the stairs - I elected to take another small step in the right, if not a better direction hence the title of this posting - always great to have choices and to know how to climb stairs without falling - so I sent this note of thanks to Jen at RIC [note: Jennifer Kahn is one of the physical therapists who coached me to re-learn how to walk and to then then progress through walking without a cane to climbing stairs]


From: John Murphy
Sent: Thursday, June 14, 2007 5:36 AM
To: 'jkahn@ric.org'
Cc: 'Cemjemmmm@aol.com'; 'mmurph08@yahoo.com'
Subject: FW: Testing Darwin's theories and other challenges
Importance: High

jen-
Thanks for your note yesterday alerting me to the Am.Med.News article.

If you're on the 8th floor in the next couple of days, do pause and take a moment for re-affirmation of what I'm telling you this morning:

My leg was throbbing and so tight as to make me unsteady on the stairs on my way back up to shave after my first cup of coffee this morning BUT I righted myself and as if you were hovering on the stairs with me, I recalled to STEP UP with the good leg!

So, as advertised by the poster [that I hope is still hanging on 8th floor at RIC]: "I'll never start a run or a day[e.g. today] without thinking of your contribution to my recovery and my quality of life."

Thanks again to you and all at RIC!
pax
john

p.s any feedback on the attached PowerPoint is most welcome too;-) So please circulate to appropriate authorities .

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